EMO!

finallymy hair is long now! I've been waiting for this day to come. N its EMO time! Well, for me, i dont cut myself... u know i hate pain... N its so devastating? to do it. Kay... Eye liner!!! yeah.. i hav one. LOL probably gonna go out alone and catch SHOPAHOLIC. It's a good movie, heard that the shopaholic has 12 credit cards. WHOA... must be nice! REAL NICE. So peeps, any emos out there? im keen to know... comment me. Err lots of people say its gay.. but i dont think so? ur opinion, cant do anything, uhhm try to think more about u doing it, might change the way u think of it, n afterall u might think that its not gay... i mean, like, err, u know... So hair! grow longer!!! GROW GROW GROW!

So, in class today. i was lucky : D My 2nd time, Mr Singh caught me using my phone, the first time wasnt that bad, he did nothing. but this time, he was quite in a bad mood, angry. So got to giv it to him. haha but it didnt affect me so much. I know he will return it to me within today. N its true, so after class he went out, then while i was playing with the dustpan i broke it. OMG... haha hilarious, then mr singh called me out and gave my phone back :P knew it. Thank you Ajaib! hoho blehh

thenn.. i got 29/40 in science... ARGH why cant i do better? I MUST DO BETTER! nxt time. Must hit 92% for every subject, excluding chinese : D

Kay... my noodles ready... Kim Chi instant bowl noodle, weeeee. Eye Liner rocks! YEAHH u've just been filled.

Old Shuffle Video, Cleaning the floor? LOL!

alright... had a game of street soccer with frens and others. gotten my foot hurting with blisters, but it was FUN. After the that, went to bugis with frens at night, i bought a tshirt and a white milky bermudas. Kay i loved the tshirt, its in pink, my first pink tshirt : D and it has a picture of an Ape, its from Jungle Ape aka JAPE. Soon im gonna go get more of it.

PICTURESS



JAPE!!! AWW HE SO CUTE

This is the tshirt and the bermudas, Match right?

WHOA, Had a very enjoying day today, friday after school. went home to change then meet daniel xiao qiang and frens. went to vivo, shuffle sit slack walk eat drink pee. then to queensway, daniel bought his shoes, and then went to city! BUGIS! Kay... can't believe i made it to Stage 5 in tekken6!!!! YAYYY Used Asuka. First time using it, then i used bob. ok bob was cool, as i was spamming my attacks with just lp=light punch against xiao qiang's character. then i used forward lp hp=hardpunch. ok it was AWESOME, bob used his stomach did a belly attack at xq. hahaha.... Had loads of fun... then after arcade we went to bugis street. walk walk see see buy buy. Hm i saw a girl, wearing yellow top, hmm she was pretty from the first look at her face. and then, when she turned behind, okay...shes fat? i dont know why... not fat... but her body? i duno she wasnt really that real fat afterall.... awww. HAHA oooh yah, i got purple shoe lace today. one lace for my shoe and for my uniform : D cool huh? used one lace for my left brown sneaker, getting a light blue for my right. And, hair is getting longer... watching it growing everyday. Hair grow longer kay? i wonder if i could tell my hair to grow how long. like powers to do things... its 12:12AM pass midnight, goodnight folks. U've just been filled : DGot this from a mrt poster, CUTELUHHHH



lick, tongue sticking outlick again... duno why... new emotion?
zhilian... im vain? LOL what do u think? somemaythinkisucchanged shoe, white brown brown white

Ooooookay. Starting from my PE lesson. some douchebag, was SO disorganised. And before they even reach the court, me and my friends were enjoying the game. it was a 4v4 street soccer... So, they came in and started kicking the balls against the metal thingy... duno what sheet.(most likely used for construction site) So... Mr Chan came in and told them to stop kicking as it was so inappropriate... it was irritating, they did it purposely... and then Jun Ming answered back. And Mr Chan was totally off then... But it wasnt really his fault... It was those douchebag!!! and i really enjoyed that few minutes of fun

So after that had recess then maths and fourth english. After english, Mr Singh, my English teacher met Mr Chua, the Discipline Master. And there we go again, was called out of the class with a few of my friends. So, needed to stay back... Hmmm, there were 7 of us. well, two got white form and 5 including me were given an advise by Mr Chua. Haha... yayyy And while i was inside the Office, listening to the advise, I found out that actually being a gangster, paikia wasnt actaully fun at all. the worst part of it is the parents. It so pathetic! well, unless... parents died then... yes, carry on being one. Haha, what made me said this? this guy actually have loads of record.. and he went in to the office too, and so mr chua was also advising him, and so i was there. yah... ha!

Oh yah, i saw Tif today, humpphh... shes cute? compliment bah... . still not sure about her name, isit tiffany? well, if ur reading correct me, if im wrong. errr... haha... i know its boring, but this is what happens in my life, or mayb i need a more exciting life. But i always had this, its just that... im always doing it alone. Like going out, to the arcade, watching movies, u know... loads of stuff u can do. Can someone write me a quote on my Chat Box.....

Pictures!!!

Yesterday, which was tuesday, my family and i went to east coast... Weird huh? go there on a weekend, haha... everyone was free, so it's been a long time since we go to east coast as a family of 4 together.

PIC PIC PICSSSS

Her hair grew longer, look prettier!
Me and my Sister
Me and my Sister

mmh, kuku face??? kinda weird... it was natural... Sux right??? :X

Me and my Sister

My aims

Ah okay, One Raffles Quay, The Building. I'm attracted to it, and I'm going to work for it. Someday, Somehow, I am going work in that Building. Finally i have my first AIM.

And secondly, I AM GOING TO GET FIRST IN CLASS THIS YEAR. Gonna get top10 for mid year, and final year... YEAHHHH, FIRST!!! WHOAAA

And I'm looking forward to see Emellene in Singapore next week, yeah..... so see you :D


And u know what??? DEVESH IS A GANGSTER... omg... he so unkind? always uses violence... sayif im gonna beat him(my fren) im gonna beat you first.... WT.... hahaha... Anyway, hes joking. or not. WATEVERRRR

And i've got my hair an APPLE shape... I know! im vain right? Neeverrminnddd... Just want my hair to grow longer...

!!!!!BEACH VOLLEYBALL!!!!!

Yayyyyy im the Sun

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Cool Music...

ITZ ME ITZ ME ITZ ME ITZ ME ITZ ME ITZ ME

Ow... Today's sunday, so fast right??? yes i know tmr school open already. COOL though... its so bored at home... oh yes! An official break up!!! But seriously i've not love anyone before. i would like to try to.

I hope it's not too late for me

The problem lies within me. I'm so FUCKING sorry. And i didn't mean to do this, i have no FUCKING intention to play with your feelings. All i want was just you and me together forever happily ever after. I know it's my fault, I'm a NOOB in this. I don't know much about what's LOVE and I'm learning it now. I hope it's not too late for me.

Sorry, Can we just be together again?

Okay whats the best part of a relationship? Hmmm, hear it from me kay? whether if im right or wrong.

Our relationship has come to a crucial moment. It's been confusing, abit no logic and some misunderstanding. (this is a exclusive preview from my heart kay...) Do i love her? Yes i do, or not why am i still writing this post. okay.. so how did it start? she said i started it, but i really dont know what i did(lynn, why dont u just tell me everything u know, everything ur thinking of).
Kay, Xiao Qiang told me: u dont trust me, why? isit because of the last few post i mention of my ex? or something. why dont u just tell me(as mention above). Okay, i know i'm irritating, i will improve on that! and i will do my best to be the super duper least of it. I know i don't understand u much, i will try my extraordinary best to understand a single movement and thoughts. Okay, this is what i was thinking this afternoon sitting under BLK 20 at Tiong.

I thought of breaking up, but thinking of it, it was stupid! Why not break up? it would be great, everything will just go away... But no! never! nothing will break us apart just because of this, What is love? it is also about solving problems within each other right!??!?!?!?!?!? it is a challenge, something to prove love?(thats what i think, if im wrong correct me please)
but now, im thinking of seeing each other face to face and talk everything out one by one.
This, is what i think, what about you? Lynn.

Okay sorry, i know this paragraph doesnt match together, im just speaking what i can remember of. This afternoon I called you, i know it was irritating cause i went " erm erm erm" okay... that was because i didnt know what to say, so why can't you start a topic or something? Okay, im not arguing im just stating everything out. U know... Sorry!!!

Okay, I know u are confused and so am i... but after i have written this words, It's your turn to say everything out right??? Well... i must really thank xiao qiang... THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU VERY MUCH

Kay... its quite late now 10.40, gotta go shower. So people do help us out with our relationship, or isit just the two of us to solve it. And yes! Lynn u cant keep pushing everything i do and tell me to solve it myself, U got to help me And one last thing, TELL ME THAT U STILL LOVE ME.

nothing will break us up, not even the universe.

oh my... a bird flew into my house. Errr... I'm a sweet lover. my no.1 sweet is mentos mint. I wish i had a skateboard so that i can practice with it now... so boring... I can't buy my mom disagree with me, she say it is dangerous so dangerous, den she will always say ltr u break one arm or leg become disabled how? thinking of diabled, its quite sad too... so, im left with nothing to do... Someone chat with me please? on msn.

Miss you!!! It's been three days since i saw you. I really miss you! I know you're not angry with me lerss : D hehe... Sorry for being irritating...

woots... can't wait for One Piece episode 394, wondering when will they release it? Tomorrow?

She told me!

She told me "and i still love you". Yeepiiiii Love you lots ;D

Okay!!!! I went into the sea and it was so cooling! FANTASTIC, VOILA! and im going again, to sentosa, with my daddy someday. Lynn pei me go kay? Must get well!!!!!

Changi BEACH!





THIS ARENT ZI LIAN OKAY????!!!!?!?!?!?!!!

TELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE ME

TELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE ME

Are we drifting apart? I'm not, are you? Are you doubting me because you're my longest stead and I know all my ex had a very short period of relationship with me. And to be true, Baby, if you've and doubts about me, tell me will you?

TELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE METELL ME THAT YOU STILL LOVE ME

Whoa, got bored with Cabal Private server, okay great... tmr going for class outing after outing MAYBE going out with baby(go please?!!!)

I'm so lucky to hav a great dvd player with great speakers... the ferrari's engine noise came from the last part of national treasure, omg it was so real... haha sound effect!!!

I LOVE COLDPLAY

It's been three days, since my last post, so now i am sitting down typing these words. Soon I'm going to my Ah ma's house for lunch, Fish porridge, yummmyyy, Went out with LYNN and her frens yesterday. So, Love or Infatuation? It's up to me to decide, Okay, now my mind is clear, GREAT! Well, i need more time, I can't follow her all day right? But when we were together, i wish no one was there but the two of us, I could barely hug u when ur frens were there. Oh yah, Baby was sensitive with my pokings... Haha, Holiday huh? Games, Cabal Pserver, Later gonna watch National treasure: Book of secrets at home. Weezzz Surround sound, Baby u don't want to watch with me arh? Okays : D Must miss me okay. Well, i realize that sometimes when i'm doing something i couldn't felt much of you, but while sitting down here, I could feel everything, Out of 7 ex steads, Baby ur the best of my life, One for my LYNN, immature? hahas, woots, its 12:02 alr, Miss you LYNN. Oh yes, holiday, for a week, Kind of boring for me, what can i do? Baby Date me out okay? Loves and Misses and Huggies and Kisses... I've grown up, have I? already fourteen this year.

Weee, Vacational friday, haha i dont know if theres a word called vacational, my word kay?
Had a Maths assignment as homework. Baby! help me do okay? After that, we went to Geraldine's house, woah! her house was soooo nice, holiday inn? Love you so much arh! Hugg!!!! haha... HUGSHUGSHUGSHUGSHUGSHUGSHUGS BLEHHH K, it is so boring, nth to play, youtube? dont know what to watch. ah!! continue to watch "watchman" on the internet.

* Give and don't expect.
* Advise, but don't order.
* Ask, but never demand.

It makes sense, right?

After School, i waited for you outside your class, after that we went to McDonald's with your friend, after McDonald's, while walking to the bus stop i saw Wilson, he's attached get married Wilson! LOLS... Then i sent you back home. Baby, I love it when u smile at me, n i miss you n love you whenever ur not with me. "I'm wondering how you will look like when u let your hair down."
It is so great to say that, tomorrow is Friday and It is a one week holiday! Yahooooooooo.
And, I'm so stupid for adding so much of ketchup and chili sauce on my double cheese burger.
Haha, mayb thats how i eat? Nevermind, I'll find a new way of eating it.
I must really say that, im so jealous at XiaoQiang for being so good in shuffle, k, got to improve.
Tmr pei you go see doctor. She say she coughing like hell, "think got disease", course not!
I really miss how i like when i was wearing eye liner and eye shadow, i wish someone could sell me a special make contact lens, cause i couldnt get a pair of contact lens with a(i dont really what it is call, sunshine degree? sun reflection? its at 300, and the all shops dont have it)
Will try harder looking for it.

I LOVE YOU!

Went to school you, then after school, went to macdonalds with Kenny, after that i went to look for you. we went to tiong bahru, slacked there. after that walk to tiong park and wanted to play the swing but saw a group of people there so decided not to play and sent you back.
You was right, I forgot to take my fone back from you. Here i am typing this post. Love you and Miss you.


New Quotes. With confidence, U've already won before it start. N i love this one, n this is what i believed in.

best smile taken by myself EVER! Pimple on my nose... no worries, gonna go away after a few days.

Loving you is like breathing, how could I stop?

The shortest word I know is
"I", the sweetest word I
know is "love", and the one
I'll never forget is "you"

Love Quotes.

Here are some pictures of me, Gold Hair!
Gossips about gold hair, Stupid gold hair!! gold hair my ARSE!!!
HAHA... lame... Well, maybe I am going to trying dyeing it white, Ash colour. Cool huh?



Miss them alot, they have growed, and even gave birth. They are cute, innocent, act blur and cute. It was took when they were young.

Worst nightmare ever. Pimples!!!! My pimple was almost the last stage, the exploding part. So my mom helped me to squeezed it. And it was so painful for meeee. Oh God, i wouldnt dare to eat so much tidbits in a day again. But what cause it to become so big was actually i did not apply pimple cream to it. Now, i better apply it on all the pimples on my face. Aw, Lynn wasn't there. If she was, it wasn't a nightmare anymore : D

Woah Folks, I'm thinking of getting tattoo!!! Hahas... sounds crazy right? a Pair of wings on my back n i think it cost alot!!! Then, go out to the streets half naked, new trend. What a fine sunday, what should i do? Or a fake one, air spray.

This is the kind of wings that i want. Just my thinking. and of course my mom wouldnt allow me to have a real one, so if i can afford a fake one, i would!

Blog!!! blog!!! slap u blog!!! Why cant u delete the widgets for me?... N stupid sydneyMS isnt releasing v62 yet. Bored to death? haha not so.

LynnLynnLynnLynnLynnLynnLynnLynnLynn

Hey, Lynn, really can't take it already... Let me ask u this, i ask u for stead will u accept me? N what if i'm desperate, Will you? Accept or Reject : D

The reason i ask it here is because, my phone is confiscated, Don't see u online on msn.

ok so... first thing first, must thank li leng for treating me n my frens Lunch today. N i really shld learn how to stand up for myself, but somethings i dont know really whether to ignore it or. Ignoring, and forgetting is easy for me, but things just sometimes wont back off. But i prefer to forget things. Oh yes, SydneyMS is gonna release version62 which is the pirate jobs, n the server has 16Gbs, thats alot n it wont lag afterall... so join me, frens? its gonna open tonight. www.sydneyms.org

Updates About Me

Handphone got confiscated by teacher... Teacher dont mark our paper dont scold us also get paid. why dont u giv me back my phone? Wah.... 15 march sunday 09 got underage party... lols 16 n above, siao ah? i 15 only, n im thinking whether they would check me, or ask me. haha... few of my frens are going... but i dont think they play trance? MOS played R & B and trance, they got their license suspended for that. suck right? Oh the underage party is at zouk, so if zouk isnt gonna play trance techno shuffle songs, not going then... sooooooooooooooooooooooo Heroes Season3 new episodes were out. visit tom365.com although its in chinese.... n if u cant find it, here it is.

http://www.tom365.com/movie_2004/html/5751.html?200933183526.html

i used to watch heroes season 1 2 3 n prison break 1 2 3 4. I think PB Season 5 is coming out SOON?

Wohoo, It's Learning time. Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery, Today is a gift.

Don't let what you can't do, stop you from doing what you can do.

You can never cross the ocean unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore.

Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.

A thousand words will not leave so deep an impression as one deed.

It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.

If you're going through hell, keep going. This means, keep going, no matter where you are, be it heaven or hell, we are destined to experience heaven and hell. Let's put it this way, I'm in hell, i can't stop moving waiting for something to happen right? So i must move on, Be proactive : D

Ok, this one is a good one, i found out what it means, and it really affects us. "To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all." But i think exist needs to be change to survive. Ok, so what does this means. Nowadays, people don't live, they survive, each day, just to be successful. There is a common believe that come from the past which is believed that to be successful in life and improve your conditions you have to work hard and never stop, because if you stop, another person will come and take your place. And this should be a human sacrifice.
So what i want to say is, Human should find sometime to enjoy this wonderful world. It cost no money and no time. Well, mayb this might connect to elsewhere, so i shldnt say too much as it may get bored. So, why not read this essay, http://www.online-literature.com/forums/showthread.php?t=41779 and then mayb u might know more.

Ok, one last one. When one door of hapiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us. So where to see that another door has been opened?
Stop looking at the past and look at the present and future. : D

Recently, i've been downloading songs from youtube, and sometimes when u download, u don't get the quality u want, so here is another downloader which has good quality, convert files, download youtube to mp3, mp4, n so on. So if u think u need a better converter, downloader give it a try.

Oh my goodness, i love coldplay!

Here are some tips about how to "Stay Focus"

"Visualize this thing you want. See it, Feel it, Believe in it. Make your Mental Blueprint and begin."

"To be successful, pursue your goals with unstoppable determination."

So, where do i get unstoppable determination?

You get it from, "Visualize this thing you want. See it, Feel it, Believe in it. Make your Mental Blueprint and begin." that is when u will keep going.

But what if you need help? Ask who?

Ask yourself.